in constant search

i am in constant search for knowledge.my knowledge is less than the drop of water from a pinhead lifted from the vast oceans and seas. isn't it interesting to see that no matter how much one claims to be knowledgeable there are still many areas one cannot grasp. for Allah is the only one who is Al-'Alim (The Knower of All).

i am in constant search for the best. the best to improve myself; mind, heart ,soul and body. isn't it interesting to see that no matter how we try to be the best, we will never be the best(efforts are not wasted insyaAllah)? and sometimes we think what's best for us isnt the truly the best for us? for Allah is the only one who is Al-Kabeer (The Greatest).

i am in constant search for patience. patience from tests and tribulations. patience from anxieties and evil whispers. patience from every little things that make me tick. ya Allah please grant me patience, ameen for You, ya Allah You are the one who is with as-sabirun.

i guess life is the continous search. the search so that one can grow. the search to do and encourage good while forbiding evil. the search to attain Jannah finally. for me, im in a continuous search for His Mardhatillah. for i am created with a purpose. and that purpose is to worship none but He.