Tuesday 27 May 2008
of p.ramlee, expensive juice and high culture
This is an off the beat topic that i would like to rant.
Last 2 weeks, i went to watch P.Ramlee the musical with my parents. They've never been to Esplanade so that time was their first time going to the performing arts centre.
P. Ramlee the Musical is a really good show. Worth ur money with good casts (HUGE talents, masyaAllah) good sets, good directions.
But really, the musical did set me on thinking mode.
(not to be disrespectful of the Almarhum) A man is a man, with limits. No one is perfect. His great talents (singing, playing all types of musical instruments, acting, directing, composing, masyaAllah, this man is almost the renaissance man of the 50s/60s) does not save him from the troubles of his personal life (married 3x divorced 2x). People admire him, some may even be jealous of him. But what struck me was that Allah is so fair. He gives abilities to people yet at the same time these abilities do not translate to success in life (whatever success means to you). Yes he was successful at first, but during the last few years of his life, things went downhill.
Hence the lesson i gathered here is that, sometimes, we may wish to be like the other person who is considered more talented, more wealthy, more loved, more beautiful, more everything. However, take a second (or more) to think that these people do have tests in their life too. Life on this Dunya is not free from trials and tribulations. Even success is a test. Good life is a test. Beauty is a test. Talent is a test.
So if we do come across thoughts like "Omagawd she's like super talented and pretty, everyone likes her. Im like soooo frigging jealous". Stop. Reflect. Say astaghfirullah and say MasyaAllah (What Allah wishes). Coz whatever that is good comes from your Lord, and that He does as He pleases (to test His creations). Wallahu'alam.
Basically this is a reminder for me. And May Allah guide us to the straight path. Ameen.
The Orion Express
Wednesday 14 May 2008
QUESTIONS
in constant search
i am in constant search for the best. the best to improve myself; mind, heart ,soul and body. isn't it interesting to see that no matter how we try to be the best, we will never be the best(efforts are not wasted insyaAllah)? and sometimes we think what's best for us isnt the truly the best for us? for Allah is the only one who is Al-Kabeer (The Greatest).
i guess life is the continous search. the search so that one can grow. the search to do and encourage good while forbiding evil. the search to attain Jannah finally. for me, im in a continuous search for His Mardhatillah. for i am created with a purpose. and that purpose is to worship none but He.
Tuesday 29 April 2008
He consoled me
I wasnt happy with my paper.
Sunday 23 March 2008
Baby It's All Good
What do you see when you look at me
Do you see someone limited, or someone free
All some people can do is just look and stare
Simply because they can't see my hair
Others think I am controlled and uneducated
They think that I am limited and un-liberated
They are so thankful that they are not me
Because they would like to remain 'free'
Well free isn't exactly the word I would've used
Describing women who are cheated on and abused
They think that I do not have opinions or voice
They think that being hooded isn't my choice
They think that the hood makes me look caged
That my husband or dad are totally outraged
All they can do is look at me in fear
And in my eye there is a tear
Not because I have been stared at or made fun of
But because people are ignoring the One up above
On the day of judgment they will be the fools
Because they were too ashamed to play by their own rules
Maybe the guys won't think I am a cutie
But at least I am filled with more inner beauty
See I have declined from being a guy's toy
Because I won't let myself be controlled by a boy
Real men are able to appreciate my mind
And aren't busy looking at my behind
Hooded girls are the ones really helping the Muslim cause
The role that we play definitely deserves applause
I will be recognized because I am smart and bright
And because some people are inspired by my sight
The smart ones are attracted by my tranquility
In the back of their mind they wish they were me
We have the strength to do what we think is right
Even if it means putting up a life long fight
You see we are not controlled by a mini skirt and tight shirt
We are given only respect, and never treated like dirt
So you see, we are the ones that are free and liberated
We are not the ones that are sexually terrorized and violated
We are the ones that are free and pure
We're free of STD's that have no cure
So when people ask you how you feel about the hood
Just sum it up by saying, 'Baby its all good'
Author Unknown
of Mas Selamat and Monsieur Filiu
liveup2thesunnah.com
Saturday 15 March 2008
I AM NOT AFRAID TO STAND ALONE
This is dedicated to those who are feeling low, stressed, depressed etc etc. I hope this nasyeed by NATIVE DEEN gives u HOPE that there is the One who will ALWAYS stand by you. InsyaAllah.
I am not afraid to stand alone
I am not afraid to stand alone
If Allah is by my side
I am not afraid to stand alone
Everything is gonna be alright
I am not afraid to stand alone
Going keep my head up high
I am not afraid to stand alone
If Allah is by my side
Everything is going be alright
Going to keep my head up high
Single mother raising her children
And Now she's a Muslim
Started praying and wearing a headscarf
It Was a healing for her heart
Struggling with no one to lean on
But with prayer she would be strong
Had a job but then she was laid off
Got a better education and it paid off
She was called for a job that she dreamed of
Close by, great pay -she was in love --They brought her in -- told her shes the 1 pick
You got the job, but you gotta lose the outfit
"It's a tough position that you put me in Cause look at my condition, and my two children
But I'll continue looking for a job again Cause my faith and my religion I will never bend
I am not afraid to stand alone
I am not afraid to stand alone
If Allah is by my side
I am not afraid to stand alone
Everything is gonna be alright
I am not afraid to stand alone
Going keep my head up high
I am not afraid to stand alone If Allah is by my side
Everything is going be alright Going to keep my head up high
Peer pressure, they were insisting
And I was resisting Some days.... I felt I would give in Just wanted to fit in
I know.....when I'm praying and fasting'
They be teasing and laughing
So I called to my Lord for the power
For the strength every day, every hour...one day there's a new Muslim teacher
Single mom and the people respect her
Just seeing.... her strength I get stronger
They can break my will no longer
You don't see me sweatin' when they're jokes cracking
Never see me cussing' with my pants saggin' I aint never running Yo Im still standing,
sorry I aint jumping on your band wagon, cause...
I am not afraid to stand aloneI am not afraid to stand alone
If Allah is by my sideI am not afraid to stand alone
Everything is gonna be alrightI am not afraid to stand alone
Going keep my head up highI am not afraid to stand alone
If Allah is by my side Everything is going be alright
Going to keep my head up high
Now, I'm a tough one, who can bear their blows
The rest play dumb, they don't dare say no
Scared of being shunned, but its clear they know
I aint never gonna run, I aint scared no more....
Man, these sisters be resolute
Never stressed when the rest say they wasn't cute
And the get the respect of the other youth
Come best with the dress yo and thats the truth
These sisters are strong gonna hand it down
So me Im a brotha gotta stand my ground
No fear, Im tough Im the man in town
Peer pressure no more, its my planet now
Others may fall, but Im hold my own
With Allahs help I'll be strong as stone
And I'll be the one to let Al Islam be shownCause I am not afraid yo to stand alone
I am not afraid to stand aloneI am not afraid to stand alone
If Allah is by my sideI am not afraid to stand alone
Everything is gonna be alright I am not afraid to stand alone
Going keep my head up high I am not afraid to stand alone
If Allah is by my side Everything is going be alright
Going to keep my head up high
Calling U
MasyaAllah!! THIS SONG IS JUST BEAUTIFUL!!!! its by Outlandish. Trio from denmark. Read and ponder on the lyrics.
"Callin' U"
I'm callin' U When all my goals, my very soul Ain't fallin' through I'm in need of U
The trust in my faith My tears and my ways is drowning so I cannot always show it
But don't doubt my love
I'm callin' U With all my time and all my fights In search for the truth
Tryin' to reach U See the worth of my sweat My house and my bed Am lost in sleep
I will not be false in who I am As long as I breathe
Oh, no, no I don't need nobody& I don't fear nobodyI don't call nobody but U
My One & Only
I don't need nobody& I don't fear nobodyI don't call nobody but U
U all I need in my life
I'm callin' U When all my joy And all my love is feelin' good Cuz it's due to U
See the time of my life My days and my nights
Oh, it's alright Cuz at the end of the day I still got enough for me and my
I'm callin' U When all my keys And all my bizz Runs all so smooth
I'm thankin' U
See the halves in my life My patience, my wife With all that I know
Oh, take no more than I deserve Still need to learn more
Oh, no, noI don't need nobody& I don't fear nobodyI don't call nobody but U
My One & OnlyI don't need nobody & I don't fear nobodyI don't call nobody but U
U all I need in my life
(Rap)
Our relationship, so complex Found U while I was headed straight for hell in quest
You have no one to compare to'Cause when I lie to myself nothings hidden from U
I guess I'm thankful Word on the street is U changed me It shows in my behaviour
Past present futureLay it all out
Found my call in your house And let the whole world know what this love is about
Yo te quiero, te extraño, te olvido Aunque nunca me has faltado, siempre estas conmigo
Por las veces que he fallado y las heridas tan profundas
Mejor tarde que nunca para pedirte mil disculpas Estoy gritando callado yo te llamo, te escucho, lo intento
De ti yo me alimentoCuando el aire que respiro es violento y turbulentoYo te olvido, te llamo, te siento
[Translation:]I love you, I miss you, I forget youEven though you never let me down and always are by my sideFor all the times I've failed and hurt you deeplyBetter later than never to give you a 1000 apologies I'm shouting silently, callin' you, I'm listening to you, I'm tryin'You nourish meWhen the air that I breathe is violent and turbulent I'm forgettin' you, I'm callin' you, I'm feelin' you
Oh, no, noI don't need nobody& I don't fear nobodyI don't call nobody but U
My One & Only
I don't need nobody& I don't fear nobodyI don't call nobody but U...
Sunday 9 March 2008
The Hashshashin Conspiracy
Our first video is UP!! HOORAH!! Alhamdulilah.. please visit http://www.hashshashin08.blogspot.com/
HERE I AM AGAIN!!!
Hehe.. after months of hiatus i am back.. Alhamdulilah.. I had loads to blog about but my laziness and busy-ness became me.. I have no idea how people find the time to blog in the midst of their daily activities. but i'll try my best insyAllah to update stuffs, publicise stuffs, rant stuffs, and publicise more stuffs so yeahhhh.. KEEP A LOOK OUT COZ I"M BACK!.. cheesy..